i love you, and everything about you. so badly i want to be with you, regardless of the past and how you hurt me. you’re always in my heart, but i keep my distance because i want you to be happy. it honestly kills me knowing we will never work out the way i want. we could be in a room full of celebrities, money, & all other appealing things..but i would only see you. your laugh, your scar, the way you speak too fast when your angry. i love that when you give me that certain look right before you kiss me, i get butterflies. when we sit there staring into eachothers eyes, i know that we have a deep, real connection, but you don’t know how to accept it and let it be. you can’t handle commitment yet, and i’m not sure how much longer i can wait. just remember that i love you, and i don’t care what anyone has to say about it.